Fire & Ink Cotillion 2009

13 10 2009

Fire&InkIt’s Monday afternoon and after a LONG weekend I find myself sitting in the dining room of a quaint home in the southern part of Austin, Texas. No, I haven’t been kidnapped. I actually came here out of free will, which shouldn’t be that much of a surprise considering the rave reviews I’ve gotten about city for years now.

But it wasn’t the excellent Tex-Mex that’s brought me here (though it might be what keeps me). Fire & Ink, an organization committed to Black GLBT writers, had its 3rd Cotillion this past weekend, fitted with a variety of amazing workshops and panels on everything from memoir and lyrics writing to how to facilitate a writing community. Some of my very favorite individuals in the whole entire world presented and performed there as well, including Lenelle Moise, Djola Branner, Sharon Bridgforth, and both Aurin Squire and Andre Lancaster of Freedom Train Productions, which I’ve been working with all summer as part of their playwrights’ open workshops.

It’s been years since I’ve been to the Mason-Stith-Massenburg Family Reunion as dictated by my biology. But this gathering made up for all the ones I have ever missed and could ever attend in the future. Never have I been an environment so self-reflective and affirming of all of my parts.

In addition to being seriously inspired to work on develop some new pieces and work with new genres, I was also thoroughly entertained and uplifted by the staged readings of Sharon Bridgforth’s delta dandi, E. Patrick Harris’ Pouring Tea, and a concert by the effervescent JOMAMA JONES and her Sweet Peaches.

The conference ended on Sunday morning after a panel discussed the very necessary work of making art to save your own life. The Fire & Ink Board of Directors was acknowledged and opened up the floor for constructive critique of the conference, reminding us that the previously decided every-4th-year would be changed to every 2 for the conferences hereafter. It was then that the emotional timbre of the conference really manifested with three of the youngest participants (myself included) brought to the center of the room and four of the elder artists asked to lay their hands on us. Everyone else made a circle around the room and began granting us their wisdom in a cacophony of positive energy. The break down was fast and deep.

It was an astonishing moment for me – having black hands and voices invoking queerness and artistry into me rather than exorcising it out. It was an empowering moment, having all of my internal wisdom breathed onto my body by living beings. It was the moment that I’d dreamed of – having my tribe acknowledge and affirm me. I didn’t know it would be so hard. Read the rest of this entry »





No Longer On the Verge…

4 08 2009

august

…of August, that is. It’s here, actually. Right now. And I’m finally feeling ready for life.

But that was supposed to happen at the beginning of June, wasn’t it? At least that’s

what I feel like we’re told via advertisements that tell us summer is what life is for. And I guess I have lived this summer, even if it’s all a blur in retrospect. I moved to NY, I’ve managed to pay rent and still have a good time, and every couple of days I wake up in the bed of a very handsome fuzzy dude that happens to live just a few blocks from my job. It just so happens to be the same dude every time.

Life has happened to me over the past couple of months, even if the summer didn’t start off with my having the highest self-esteem or most positive outlook. But it’s Autumn that really gets my goat. In a good way. Crisp weather energizes me. It’s the next three months’ descent into winter that thrill me and I’m guessing will be close to my most productive all year. I think I’m still on a school schedule in my head and can’t really fathom ever leaving it behind. September is for renewal in productivity. Evil heat and humidity shan’t deter thee.

On that note, I have a lot of catching up to do. In the next week or so, I’ll try to find a way to upload “El Mundo”, my FIRST ZINE EVER, onto this blog, as well as try to find out why some of my story links are broken/missing. One of my other goals is to finish my second zine before the end of August (“QuLT #1″) so I can jump into making a new zine this Autumn. And finally, I need to finish out my work with Freedom Train Productions, which so graciously accepted me as an Open Workshop Participant in June despite my being a lousy easily distracted student who’s significantly more motivated to write for the screen than the stage at the moment.

I don’t believe in missed opportunities.





On Art

14 07 2009

Our DiineFitting that I should talk about art right now seeing as it’s what’s consumed my life for these past few weeks. Oh no, not my own art. Heaven forbid. No no, the art that has devoured me and all my time can be found in the Creative Time exhibition on Governors Island this summer, This World and Nearer Ones.

It’s been strange working for an arts organization, being inspired constantly by artists’ work from around the world have about no time at all to make your own stuff. I’ve got about a month’s worth of Muse backed up in my creative intestines and, seeing as I’ve been granted more and more time to myself these days, where do I begin? Resume my guitar practice or put some cash aside for a pottery class? And I haven’t collaged in a good long while…

As much as it’s nice to learn about artists internationally, it’s even more inspiring when those artists are close at hand. Like, your friends, I mean. I’m always turned on by others’ passions and pursuits, and it’s always a joy to see someone you know really begin to make waves in their chosen field.

Johnathan Lewis – a Miami native, Boston-resident, and friend of mine – is opening at The Schoohouse Gallery this August in an exhibition featuring the likes of Amy Arbus. His photographic work has focused on the bear community and the divine form of the male body. An article he’s written about his work can be found on the pretty awesomely rad Qind Blogazine site.

And me? I’m off to make art. And love. Of some kind or another.





Governor’s Island

2 06 2009

Governor Today was a long one. As I rushed out the door to the subway station in order to get to work on time, I remembered to be grateful for the day gifted me and felt prompted to feel especially grateful for both the predictable and the unpredictable. I don’t know how I could have expected less than the latter during intern orientation day at the very unique Creative Time office. After TMI about office procedures, I was made to take an unexpected trip to Governor’s Island where a bunch of large scale installation art is being put up at the end of the month by artists from around the world working with the organization.

It’s a really beautiful green space and, of course, there are very few of those in NY. I wonder how many people actually take the time to take the ferry out there during the summer. It’s definitely in my plans to, outside of work obligations. Part of my plan to make my NY experience wholeheartedly mine…to really make an effort to find what I need and incorporate those things into my life in hopes that they’ll help me thrive. It’ll require spending a lot less time in front of this clunky piece of machinery and a lot more time on my bike.

Summer isn’t the time for me to feel like a clunky piece of machinery, either. To the Y or Bust!





Re-Member: Volunteer Work on Pine Ridge Reservation

15 04 2009

Re-MemberSo I think it’s about time to give closure to my experience at Pine Ridge (from about six months ago) and post about it. It seems a world away now, like a vague dream, but one that profoundly affected my academics, the way I see America and my own sense of home and post-undergrad possibilities.

Arriving at Rapid City Airport in South Dakota, I was met with the state’s tourism and development advertisements. I was really curious to see how the state framed tourism and development in lieu of its obviously displaced Lakota demographic. I was pleased to see a large Indian statue at the entrance to the gift shop and an advertisement meant to lure white families to South Dakota as a “career opportunity” awaited them. I couldn’t help but think back to PBS’ The West series and how, well…nothing has changed. The same lure and the same ignorance.

This is not an easy conclusion to come to, mind you. I recognize South Dakota as a U.S. state, etc. It’s 2009, I know. But the irony is unmistakable and I’d be less jarred if I hadn’t been studying westward expansion for the past few months.

Moving on…

Read the rest of this entry »